oh crap

i just realised for this entire month.i only like blogged TWICE.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

so...will take my time to write out another post. =p

JOb hunting. =p

haha. i feel so stupid. yesterday someone called me and was speaking chinese,(u noe how i hate conversing in chinese) anyway, said person offered me job at this shop.and me.stupid crazy me.turned it down.all cuz she was speaking chinese and i was like kinda nervous.aih.stupid stupid me.and the shop was a place i really wanted to work out la.its quite cool one..=p sigh

oh welllllll...i can only work in december anyway.nov is such a bz bz month for me.and all the shops mainly want ppl to work for like minimum two months.

OH WELLLLLl..but i really feel stupid now la. siiiigh.

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on another brighter note. haha.dev's bak.for a week la.

ahhhhhhhahahaha.cant help but laugh.

erm..anybody out there who thinks i can pass for an 18 year old?

shuk thinks i cant
dev thinks i cant
st thinks i cant
yj ever the diplomatic tried to avoid answering,but i noe he thinks i cant.=p

haha.

will not tell u how the subject came up. =p

LOL.


happy im still 16
b.

Short hair

well..its been almost a month since i blogged.=p time to revive ze blog. =p

well.i cut my hair short.short short.i think this is the shortest its ever been in 8 years since the last time my mum cut it short was when i was std 3 or 4. i cried.seriously.told my mum she'll nvr ever cut my hair short again.well..i kept true to that for about 8 years la. haha.

so see.typical day begins.tuition blah blah blah. den my mum drives me to hairdresser.big smug grin on her face. then she starts talking to my hairdresser.and they both start telling me how short hair is gonna be so managable and that i wont ever want it to grow long again. sigh. we'll see. =p

haircut over.well...okay..

school today. walks into prefect room.

kb: BECCA U CUT UR HAIR.

julian and li wei turns and start staring.

me: yea i did..okay.

li wei starts laughing and smiling.

julian wisely keeps his mouth shut..

me sits down starts stuffing the spbt books into locker.sits down looks through new school magazine. lily comes in.

lily(points at me, one hand over mouth to cover up laughing): OMG becca!ur hair!its so puffy!OMG. ur hair!

me: does it really look that bad?

lily(laughing hysterically): no!its just PUFFY.

yee aun walks in.stops.is speechless

i go outside for a while.come in for meeting.lily still smiling ever so widely keeps going puffy puffy. =p

den edrea comes in.i wait for her reaction.

Edrea looks at me.mouth drops open.den she comes over and tell me its better than she expected it would look like.

sigh.

she goes over to zong yao and tells himm to look at my hair.both start smirking. siiiiighhhhhh.

oh well............

dennis sees me.cant stop smiling. (great, not another one.)

different reactions throughout the day.

ai shuen: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
kok peng: becca ni jian tou fa ah....
sook chuan: u look cute =p
jing wei:hao kan ah.
kh: its not bad la

i dint write everyone's reaction la.but i remember ok..

AND THE THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE DAY PPL KEEP ASKING ME Y I CUT MY HAIR..ish..

i cut cuz i wanted to la.ok??????

sorry i dont hav photos.let me assure u.im still me. =p

short haired and proud of it,
b. =p

p.s. su teng's reaction was the best: 'u still look the same.' =p see.thats y she's my bff. =p

A Post

haha.long time no post.seriouusly.i think i've smashed my last record of not blogging. and to imagine when i first started blogging i couldnt go two days without blogging. haha.

i've seriously lost the mood to blog.duno whether its due to receent stress from exams or.......duno la.........

im seriously not gonna blog till after exams.so just a heads up. =p this shouuld be my final post for about 2 weeks more.

seriously lily.i have no idea how u find time to blog.kai boon u too. haha.im like totally struggling just to make time to come online.argh.

hols not enough time.everything not enough time.i noe i shouldnt complain on and on but i cant help it.sigh.

better not waste more time. =p

on blogging hiatus.
b.

not today

omg.just read lily's blog.just realised she's so right! argh. 8 weeks left.NOO.

i remember at the beginning of this year i was like.im gonna treat form 4 with care.cuz i dont want it to be like form 3.time passing so fast and all. and now i look bak on my form 4 year its like WAT THE..............i think i've wasted alot of time here and there.i feeel as if i hav no more time to do anything anymore.

i really regret alot of the things i've done this year.also really regret that i didnt have..no made the time to do things im sure i'll really regret in the future.argh.life.life.life.i dont wanna grow up and make decisions yet.yet i noe as i grow older i grow..sligtly wiser. i hope.=p but.sigh.y couldnt have been wiser wen i was younger. =( den i would have made the better choices.chosen the better things to do with my time. =(

so depressed. i noe im not blogging often anymore.i dont have the mood to blog anymore.in fact i feel like discontinuing my story.feels aimless.

sigh.gonna go study. yippee. another point in my life which i feel..........................................

forget it.

Fairytopia Chap 2

So anyway.hughton was really upset la you know. He didnt want to fall in love with April. I mean come on, they grew up together. He knew everything there was to know about her. She was just soooo wrong for him. BUt. Heart and Mind. STrugglee. Guess who won? yup.

so anyway. SO april and hughton graduated from high school. April started to get serious with the other guy, lets name him..C. C was this like really cool upperclass Town Fairy.he had the looks, the money, the status. Which girl wouldnt want to date him? And Hughton was just this workingclass Country Fairy. Sure he had the muscles.=p but.................... yea.

Hughton was struggling whether he was going to confess to April. It was so hard. He knew April would be torn apart if she knew he loved her. Hughton didnt want to tear April apart. Besides, he was afraid this would affect their friendship. Hughton didnt want anything to ruin their friendship. But it was so painful for him to see April going out with C, always laughing with C, holding hands with C............. He wanted to be C. He was so jealous. But he knew he could never match C's standards. He kept it all inside. It tore him to pieces.

And you know wat? C had a dark secret.No one knew about it. Only Hughton knew. It wasn't on purpose that he found out. Hughton accidentally walked in on C doing the dark deed. After that, Hughton hated C with a passion. Hated that C had April but that C did evil. Hughton was never jealous of C anymore after that. But C knew that Hughton would never tell on him. C knew Hughton loved April. C knew Hughton would never do anything on purpose to break April's heart. But the main reason? Hughton didnt have proof. The upperclass fairy's word against the lowerclass fairy's? No one would believe Hughton. Hughton understood that. And because of that. He hated C all the more for it.

then one day, april runs/flies like the wind to Hughton's house. She tells him she's engaged to marry C and that both her parents approve. April is beaming and smiling oh so happily.She starts telling him all about the wedding plans.Then. She sees Hughton's dark black face and she falters. She demands why Hughton isnt more happy for her. Hughton opens, then closes his mouth again. The He opens his mouth............................................


Yea.thats it for nw. =p more later.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

=p

being crazy.