omg.just read lily's blog.just realised she's so right! argh. 8 weeks left.NOO.
i remember at the beginning of this year i was like.im gonna treat form 4 with care.cuz i dont want it to be like form 3.time passing so fast and all. and now i look bak on my form 4 year its like WAT THE..............i think i've wasted alot of time here and there.i feeel as if i hav no more time to do anything anymore.
i really regret alot of the things i've done this year.also really regret that i didnt have..no made the time to do things im sure i'll really regret in the future.argh.life.life.life.i dont wanna grow up and make decisions yet.yet i noe as i grow older i grow..sligtly wiser. i hope.=p but.sigh.y couldnt have been wiser wen i was younger. =( den i would have made the better choices.chosen the better things to do with my time. =(
so depressed. i noe im not blogging often anymore.i dont have the mood to blog anymore.in fact i feel like discontinuing my story.feels aimless.
sigh.gonna go study. yippee. another point in my life which i feel..........................................
forget it.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Fairytopia Chap 2
So anyway.hughton was really upset la you know. He didnt want to fall in love with April. I mean come on, they grew up together. He knew everything there was to know about her. She was just soooo wrong for him. BUt. Heart and Mind. STrugglee. Guess who won? yup.
so anyway. SO april and hughton graduated from high school. April started to get serious with the other guy, lets name him..C. C was this like really cool upperclass Town Fairy.he had the looks, the money, the status. Which girl wouldnt want to date him? And Hughton was just this workingclass Country Fairy. Sure he had the muscles.=p but.................... yea.
Hughton was struggling whether he was going to confess to April. It was so hard. He knew April would be torn apart if she knew he loved her. Hughton didnt want to tear April apart. Besides, he was afraid this would affect their friendship. Hughton didnt want anything to ruin their friendship. But it was so painful for him to see April going out with C, always laughing with C, holding hands with C............. He wanted to be C. He was so jealous. But he knew he could never match C's standards. He kept it all inside. It tore him to pieces.
And you know wat? C had a dark secret.No one knew about it. Only Hughton knew. It wasn't on purpose that he found out. Hughton accidentally walked in on C doing the dark deed. After that, Hughton hated C with a passion. Hated that C had April but that C did evil. Hughton was never jealous of C anymore after that. But C knew that Hughton would never tell on him. C knew Hughton loved April. C knew Hughton would never do anything on purpose to break April's heart. But the main reason? Hughton didnt have proof. The upperclass fairy's word against the lowerclass fairy's? No one would believe Hughton. Hughton understood that. And because of that. He hated C all the more for it.
then one day, april runs/flies like the wind to Hughton's house. She tells him she's engaged to marry C and that both her parents approve. April is beaming and smiling oh so happily.She starts telling him all about the wedding plans.Then. She sees Hughton's dark black face and she falters. She demands why Hughton isnt more happy for her. Hughton opens, then closes his mouth again. The He opens his mouth............................................
Yea.thats it for nw. =p more later.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
=p
being crazy.
so anyway. SO april and hughton graduated from high school. April started to get serious with the other guy, lets name him..C. C was this like really cool upperclass Town Fairy.he had the looks, the money, the status. Which girl wouldnt want to date him? And Hughton was just this workingclass Country Fairy. Sure he had the muscles.=p but.................... yea.
Hughton was struggling whether he was going to confess to April. It was so hard. He knew April would be torn apart if she knew he loved her. Hughton didnt want to tear April apart. Besides, he was afraid this would affect their friendship. Hughton didnt want anything to ruin their friendship. But it was so painful for him to see April going out with C, always laughing with C, holding hands with C............. He wanted to be C. He was so jealous. But he knew he could never match C's standards. He kept it all inside. It tore him to pieces.
And you know wat? C had a dark secret.No one knew about it. Only Hughton knew. It wasn't on purpose that he found out. Hughton accidentally walked in on C doing the dark deed. After that, Hughton hated C with a passion. Hated that C had April but that C did evil. Hughton was never jealous of C anymore after that. But C knew that Hughton would never tell on him. C knew Hughton loved April. C knew Hughton would never do anything on purpose to break April's heart. But the main reason? Hughton didnt have proof. The upperclass fairy's word against the lowerclass fairy's? No one would believe Hughton. Hughton understood that. And because of that. He hated C all the more for it.
then one day, april runs/flies like the wind to Hughton's house. She tells him she's engaged to marry C and that both her parents approve. April is beaming and smiling oh so happily.She starts telling him all about the wedding plans.Then. She sees Hughton's dark black face and she falters. She demands why Hughton isnt more happy for her. Hughton opens, then closes his mouth again. The He opens his mouth............................................
Yea.thats it for nw. =p more later.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
=p
being crazy.
Sunday, September 7, 2008
OWW
i have an ulser.really big one too. it hurts. hurts.hurts. im not in a writing mood thus im not gonna continue the story.sigh. go check out lily's story la. its good. =p haha.
MY ULSER hurts. argh.so annoyed.
im annoyed with u and u and u. feels like im more impatient than usual these days. i will snap at u.seriously. BARKS. dont make me bite u. sigh.
i should go study. ppl. exam schedule will come out this coming mon.i love pn. hun.she rocks cuz she's so patient with us. PLUS she gave us a sneak preview to our exam schedule.
so briefly:
19/9 PA 2
22/9 Eng 1
23/9 Bio 2, Bc 1
24/9 Bio 1, BM 2
25/9 Chm 2
26/9 PA 1, AM 2
haha.the first week.then break for raya lo.. =p ahaha. anyway.i only copied the subjects that are relevant to me. =p hehe.but em EST 1 will be this week too i think.just not sure wat date it is. so cheers u guys.but the schedule isnt official.but most likely it will be like this. =p sigh. im gonna screw accounts this time around.
yea.thats it.dont feel good today.
b.
MY ULSER hurts. argh.so annoyed.
im annoyed with u and u and u. feels like im more impatient than usual these days. i will snap at u.seriously. BARKS. dont make me bite u. sigh.
i should go study. ppl. exam schedule will come out this coming mon.i love pn. hun.she rocks cuz she's so patient with us. PLUS she gave us a sneak preview to our exam schedule.
so briefly:
19/9 PA 2
22/9 Eng 1
23/9 Bio 2, Bc 1
24/9 Bio 1, BM 2
25/9 Chm 2
26/9 PA 1, AM 2
haha.the first week.then break for raya lo.. =p ahaha. anyway.i only copied the subjects that are relevant to me. =p hehe.but em EST 1 will be this week too i think.just not sure wat date it is. so cheers u guys.but the schedule isnt official.but most likely it will be like this. =p sigh. im gonna screw accounts this time around.
yea.thats it.dont feel good today.
b.
Friday, September 5, 2008
Fairytopia Chapter 1
Once upon a time, in a land far far away, with plenty of green trees and rivers i might add, there was a place called Fairytopia. =p Yes. I am sure all of you can guess by its name that faires lived in this place. Well, there were many fairies. Rich fairies, poor fairies, fat fairies, thin fairies. You name it, this place had them all. This place was ruled by the King and Queen Fairy. (this part isnt really important but im mentioning it anyway =p) So the king and queen lived in a big big castle and they tried to be fair as they ruled this country.
They had ONE big problem. the fairies in this country didnt have flowers. Surprise surprise. Wait, let me rectify what i said. They had flowers.the flowers just didnt grow well. They died pretty quickly. So, the flowers were dying out and faced extinction. the fairies were pretty upset at this cuz fairies loved flowers. they LOVED flowers. =p they NEED flowers. so.the king ang queen were basically trying to find a way to solve this problem la. bla bla bla. EM PAUSE. did i mention that the fairies in this story dont have magic?yup.all they hav is wings. pretty fairy wings.yes i know.this story is getting lamer by the minute.DONt read lo. Anyway...
BUT im getting ahead of myself. that 2 paragraphs should be the prologue la. now here is the real chapter 1...
Ok.so in this place. like i said. many types of fairies la. OK. so right now.im gonna divide Fairytopia into 2 parts. 1 part is the countryside.and the other part is like the city la. So imagine the countryside surrounding one square blob(the city) and u've got Fairytopia. k?
anyway.in the countryside,( the fairies hu live in the countryside are obviously the poorer fairies la) there was a boy and a girl. haha.yes. boy and a girl.they were neighbours. lived next to each other with their parents and all. So, this boy and girl grew up together.ok.i am gonna give them names.hmm...the boy shall be named......Hughton =p i know.funny name.whatever. My story, My Names. and the girl will be called.....er.April. =p ok. April. so.Hughton and April were like best frens since they were young.and they played together.laughed together.do whatever little kids do la. so....
They GREW up.they went to Fairy school together, blah blah.and they both liked other fairies.dated other fairies.but through it all.they remained best friends. and den. ONE DAY, fairy prom came. Okay. Fairy prom is a big deal. Big deal. so they both already had dates and all. so they both went together with their dates to the prom. blah blah. but den. Hughton asked April for a dance. and April obliged.best fren factor and all. And it was during that dance.that Hughton realised he loved April. =p but the thing is.for April, it was just a dance. Just a dance. But for Hughton, imagine a bit la. u dancing halfway, suddenly light shine upon ur dance partner's face, and u realised u love ur dance partner and at the end of the dance she just goes. 'Im tired. Lets go sit.' So for Hughton. It was plain torture la the rest of the night, just watching 'his' April dance with her date. =p
ok.end of chapter 1.
haha.im making up the story as i go along.nothing to do now.msn not working Agaain.no big surprise.see la.i'll continue the story the next time i feel like doing so.and the characters are NOT based on anyone.dont perasan. any similarities are purely coincidential. so yea. names also i just simply take.
b.
They had ONE big problem. the fairies in this country didnt have flowers. Surprise surprise. Wait, let me rectify what i said. They had flowers.the flowers just didnt grow well. They died pretty quickly. So, the flowers were dying out and faced extinction. the fairies were pretty upset at this cuz fairies loved flowers. they LOVED flowers. =p they NEED flowers. so.the king ang queen were basically trying to find a way to solve this problem la. bla bla bla. EM PAUSE. did i mention that the fairies in this story dont have magic?yup.all they hav is wings. pretty fairy wings.yes i know.this story is getting lamer by the minute.DONt read lo. Anyway...
BUT im getting ahead of myself. that 2 paragraphs should be the prologue la. now here is the real chapter 1...
Ok.so in this place. like i said. many types of fairies la. OK. so right now.im gonna divide Fairytopia into 2 parts. 1 part is the countryside.and the other part is like the city la. So imagine the countryside surrounding one square blob(the city) and u've got Fairytopia. k?
anyway.in the countryside,( the fairies hu live in the countryside are obviously the poorer fairies la) there was a boy and a girl. haha.yes. boy and a girl.they were neighbours. lived next to each other with their parents and all. So, this boy and girl grew up together.ok.i am gonna give them names.hmm...the boy shall be named......Hughton =p i know.funny name.whatever. My story, My Names. and the girl will be called.....er.April. =p ok. April. so.Hughton and April were like best frens since they were young.and they played together.laughed together.do whatever little kids do la. so....
They GREW up.they went to Fairy school together, blah blah.and they both liked other fairies.dated other fairies.but through it all.they remained best friends. and den. ONE DAY, fairy prom came. Okay. Fairy prom is a big deal. Big deal. so they both already had dates and all. so they both went together with their dates to the prom. blah blah. but den. Hughton asked April for a dance. and April obliged.best fren factor and all. And it was during that dance.that Hughton realised he loved April. =p but the thing is.for April, it was just a dance. Just a dance. But for Hughton, imagine a bit la. u dancing halfway, suddenly light shine upon ur dance partner's face, and u realised u love ur dance partner and at the end of the dance she just goes. 'Im tired. Lets go sit.' So for Hughton. It was plain torture la the rest of the night, just watching 'his' April dance with her date. =p
ok.end of chapter 1.
haha.im making up the story as i go along.nothing to do now.msn not working Agaain.no big surprise.see la.i'll continue the story the next time i feel like doing so.and the characters are NOT based on anyone.dont perasan. any similarities are purely coincidential. so yea. names also i just simply take.
b.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
tagged by ST
i have a really really bad feeling that i like to do tags..=p
seriously. =p
so..........
The last person to tag you is?
Kai boon.ze chicken. sorry.learn from all the YE members liao..=p
What relationship of you with him/her?
best buddies.=p
You're 5 impression towards him/her.
a) likes japanese stuff
b) always wanna compete with me in class during exam time =p
c) skinny
d) good listener
e)nice to me =p
The most memorable thing that he/she has say to you.
i duno.maybe i noe la.but too confidential to put here. =p
If he/she becomes your lover, you will..
DO NOTHING.CUZ IT WILL NEVER HAPPEn. =P he's a good guy.but.not for me. =p
If he/she becomes your enemy, you will..
wont happen.we've never come near to it.
If he/she becomes your lover , he/she has to improve on..
em.again.wont happen.but i would probably like more humour.=p yes kb.smile more. =p
If he/she becomes your enemy , the reason is..
like i said.wont happen.if he backstabs me la.but den again i dont think he will.and i will hate anyone hu does that to me anyway.
The most desirable things to you to do to him/her is...
WAT?
How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
crazy?nuts?i dont noe.i must find out.=p haha.as would probably want to answer this for me.
The character for you for yourself is?
i duno..too many characters for me?i want to be like superman though.does that count? =p
On the contrary , the thing you hate about yourself is?
my impatience.seriously.i have no patience.
The most ideal person you want to be is?
someone like batman.=p no not really.no ideal la i guess.i rather be me.with all my random faults and all.jusst wana be able to change sometimes like jekyll and hyde.but i wouldnt turn into someone like hyde la.turn into someone like superman or spiderman. =p den change bak.cuz being a goody two shoes hero all the time is just boring.
For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
i havta follow st on this one.u guys rock too.=p
10 people to tag
1. sharon
2. lily
3. lie yang
4. jin yee
5. jing wei
6. josh
7. Nat
8.ru jun
9.becca c
10.yee aun
Who is no.2 having relationship with?
duno. =p
Is no.3 a female or a male?
Male..
If no.7 and no.10 be together would it be a good thing?
they're both girls.that says it all.
How about no.5 and 8.
again.both girls.
What is number 1 studying for?
how to become more green than she already is.=p hahaa.
When was the last time you have chat with them?
i duno.yesterday?
Is number 4 a single?
most likely.go ask him la.=p
ends tag here! =p
seriously. =p
so..........
The last person to tag you is?
Kai boon.ze chicken. sorry.learn from all the YE members liao..=p
What relationship of you with him/her?
best buddies.=p
You're 5 impression towards him/her.
a) likes japanese stuff
b) always wanna compete with me in class during exam time =p
c) skinny
d) good listener
e)nice to me =p
The most memorable thing that he/she has say to you.
i duno.maybe i noe la.but too confidential to put here. =p
If he/she becomes your lover, you will..
DO NOTHING.CUZ IT WILL NEVER HAPPEn. =P he's a good guy.but.not for me. =p
If he/she becomes your enemy, you will..
wont happen.we've never come near to it.
If he/she becomes your lover , he/she has to improve on..
em.again.wont happen.but i would probably like more humour.=p yes kb.smile more. =p
If he/she becomes your enemy , the reason is..
like i said.wont happen.if he backstabs me la.but den again i dont think he will.and i will hate anyone hu does that to me anyway.
The most desirable things to you to do to him/her is...
WAT?
How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
crazy?nuts?i dont noe.i must find out.=p haha.as would probably want to answer this for me.
The character for you for yourself is?
i duno..too many characters for me?i want to be like superman though.does that count? =p
On the contrary , the thing you hate about yourself is?
my impatience.seriously.i have no patience.
The most ideal person you want to be is?
someone like batman.=p no not really.no ideal la i guess.i rather be me.with all my random faults and all.jusst wana be able to change sometimes like jekyll and hyde.but i wouldnt turn into someone like hyde la.turn into someone like superman or spiderman. =p den change bak.cuz being a goody two shoes hero all the time is just boring.
For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
i havta follow st on this one.u guys rock too.=p
10 people to tag
1. sharon
2. lily
3. lie yang
4. jin yee
5. jing wei
6. josh
7. Nat
8.ru jun
9.becca c
10.yee aun
Who is no.2 having relationship with?
duno. =p
Is no.3 a female or a male?
Male..
If no.7 and no.10 be together would it be a good thing?
they're both girls.that says it all.
How about no.5 and 8.
again.both girls.
What is number 1 studying for?
how to become more green than she already is.=p hahaa.
When was the last time you have chat with them?
i duno.yesterday?
Is number 4 a single?
most likely.go ask him la.=p
ends tag here! =p
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
=)
yay.my dad brought me bak dvd's from thailand.sad thing is.he dint bring me bak my friends(as in the tv series.wat the heck were u thinking? =p)
=( sigh.......so looking forward toward it.but its ok.cuz exams are coming up anyway.in like 3 weeks.so actually wat i shud be doing now is studying.but. haha.guess where i am?
so.yea.short post la. alot of things i wanna say but dont wana say.
lol.
b.
=( sigh.......so looking forward toward it.but its ok.cuz exams are coming up anyway.in like 3 weeks.so actually wat i shud be doing now is studying.but. haha.guess where i am?
so.yea.short post la. alot of things i wanna say but dont wana say.
lol.
b.
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