Saturday, September 20, 2008

not today

omg.just read lily's blog.just realised she's so right! argh. 8 weeks left.NOO.

i remember at the beginning of this year i was like.im gonna treat form 4 with care.cuz i dont want it to be like form 3.time passing so fast and all. and now i look bak on my form 4 year its like WAT THE..............i think i've wasted alot of time here and there.i feeel as if i hav no more time to do anything anymore.

i really regret alot of the things i've done this year.also really regret that i didnt have..no made the time to do things im sure i'll really regret in the future.argh.life.life.life.i dont wanna grow up and make decisions yet.yet i noe as i grow older i grow..sligtly wiser. i hope.=p but.sigh.y couldnt have been wiser wen i was younger. =( den i would have made the better choices.chosen the better things to do with my time. =(

so depressed. i noe im not blogging often anymore.i dont have the mood to blog anymore.in fact i feel like discontinuing my story.feels aimless.

sigh.gonna go study. yippee. another point in my life which i feel..........................................

forget it.

1 comment:

Yew Juan said...

Hey B!

Its great that you've become wiser, hehe

but dun worry so much about not being wiser in the past and not making all the best decisions now...
coz regretting that we could have done better, might make us stressed and frustrated.

Just learn from our past mistakes and live with no regrets. What matters more is the future, which you have so much of!

As you mature along the way, God will gradually guide you ... and i'm sure He's already so proud of what you've become .. so..
Congratulations on a great past!! and
Wishing you all the best on a great future!!

Smile B! :) U have so much about yourself to be happy about!!! :)