Thursday, October 7, 2010

Changes

I think I have given up on this blog.

People usually blog when they have something to talk about. Or something they want to share. Or they have a purpose in blogging or whatever.

Lately, I don't have anything I want to talk about.

Blogger is also becoming more outdated. A lot of people are switching over to tumblr. and i find myself leaning in that direction too. I haven't quite decided but its quite safe to say that this should be one of my last posts on blogger.

As i graduate from high school, FINALLY. in about 3 weeks.
It's a big change. Im heading off to university next year. Probably time for a change as well here. Not that i blog much. Haha. okay.

Thats about it.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

New phone!

So its been a while since my last post.

Things to talk about:
1. msia
2. new phone
3. freaking load of assignments
4. wace schedule

ok so in that ordeeeer:

MALAYSIA! went back for the holidays. was awesome of course. =)

celebrated my 18th birthday there! yo peeps im 18!!!!! just making sure thats like out there of course! =)
some photoss
trying to choose the best ones to represent eveeeerything.
shu han my twin sister and kah lok
 dev me hui ying shuk. <3
cant be bothered captioning the rest.

the 5. =)

so yea basically since a picture says a thousand words. i think im done describing msian trip.
cept for when i went hometown see grandma. seriously. 2 boring daaaays.
but other than that. allll good.

now i got my new hp!!!!!
thats my awesome nokia x6

so i was really worried i wouldnt like it but i LOVE it. so far. cept that i cant really access internet properly. but gonna go resolve that soon. 
phone comes free on a cap. sooo. my parents still owe me. =) 


and now on to my freakishly huge load of assignments. aaaah. after this. im gonna nerd. NERD. 
everyone is complaining how next week is gonna be hell for them. thank goodness im not taking UMAT. cuz then my life would be extra hell too. 

and finally my end year examination schedule - WACE came out yesterday. 
so its not too bad i guess. 2 exams per week. but what sucks is that most everyone finishes a week before me!!!! =( but i shouldnt complaiin? but i am. =( sigh.

oh well. thats alllllll for now. =S
catch up soon folks.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Thursday, July 1, 2010

hp's. irony?

why abbreviations suck



sometimes, saying it out loud is what counts. i love you. 3 important words that are not said enough.

Also. I want. no NEED a new phone.
got my eye on one already. =D
but i've just been checking it out online. gonna go to a store on sat and test it out.
cuz its a touch screen phone. so not sure bout it yet.
wanna have a look at it? =) here u go....



ALSO. a birthday shoutout to my mate Livia Chan Lih Wen. =D
1st july baby. 
i already wrote on ur fb wall. =)
but cheers mate. =) glad we're friends after everything is said and done.


Sunday, June 27, 2010

LIST LIST LIST

My mum loves shoving this story in my face.

You see. 7 years ago. a few weeks before my birthday.
I sent an email to my dad.
detailing a list of things i would like for my birthday present.
11 year old me was very smart yes. =)

and one item on that list wassss. dum dum dum.
yes. i put that i wanted a dog la. and safe to say. there he is. not a recent photo. prob taken like 2 years ago. but let me tell u he hasnt changed la.

anyway. i have never done a repeat of the list thing.

until now.
considering a few things i want. =0
so should i?

p.s. i ranked that list.
p.p.s i don't remember what else i put on that list.
p.p.p.s i love my dad. (for good measure +) )

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Fractal art

I am only here because merilyn says she checks to see if i update everyday. =)
so this one's for u u lovely sweet girl! =)

also. introducing fractal art:
not by me. but its pretty! this one is called circle of trust.

well. i call this flowers that look like circles,circles that look like flowers.

this one is just. purple.

and this is rainbowy. +)

so according to wiki:
Fractal art is created by calculating fractal objects and representing the calculation results as still images, animations, music, or other media. Fractal art is usually created indirectly with the assistance of fractal-generating software, iterating through three phases: setting parameters of appropriate fractal software, executing the possibly lengthy calculation and evaluating the product. In some cases, other graphics programs are used to further modify the images produced. This is called post-processing.


basically. it has something to do with maths! can u imagine!!! these pictures are like done because u repeated the calculation over and over and over and over and over and over again!!!!! how awesome is that! =D


after this post i think i shall go and change my blog themes. so bored of seeing blue already. 

Friday, June 11, 2010

end of exam mini celeb.

So had my final exam today.

THANK GAWD its over.

so i dont think i want my results back.
i think i could have done better.
but seriously i think i could have done better planning during the exam.

Like on my econs essay picking the wrong question.
same goes for lit.

and maths that was just totally screwed up.
i didnt even pause to think i was answering the question wrongly.

the only good exam i think ill do reasonably well is probably accounting.
and even then. im not sure if i answered correctly.

life is just turning upside dowwwwwn for me.

well. celeberated my end of exam by doing 2 things.

watching the pilot of pretty little liars. my opinion? a little like gossip girl. but a bit more intriguing.
just pretty girls with a secret.
lol.

and then i read the wedding girl by madeleine wickham.
dont recognize the name? but she's a really famous author.
nah her other name is sophie kinsella. still dont know her? google.


i read this a while ago. but forgot how it went. so its not one of those cliche plots. i totally forgot the ending.
an okay read. =) obviously. since i forgot what the plot was.
its definitely not one of those stay with u kind of books.but enjoyable to reread. =)

have a nice weekend guys.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

JUNE

i'm only dropping in cuz i want to post something on 1st of june.
lol

reminder to self:
almost half a year's gone by
do well. reach ur goals.
and get back to studying!

Sunday, May 16, 2010

2 special ppl

oh almost forgot! happy birthday devv!
shoutout to u on ur 18th birthday!

and also. u have the same birthday as my dog. =)

ill show u guys a nice picture.  there u go! =)
he's 7 this year! =) big year. 49 years old. one more year and he'll be older than my parents.
ahaha.
and he's still like a lil puppy apparently. tons of energy.
he hates thunderstorms. called my dad today. and my dad was complaining bout him.
well i miss him. stupid dog that he is and all that.

sorry dev. do u want me to put a picture up of u? =) haha. i talked more about my dog than u. =)
hahahahhahaha. here u goo!


this was a while ago. and when i say a while. i mean a while! =-)
i think 3 years ago. ok maybe thats an exaggeration. no really i think 3 years.
haha. =) there u go u pretty girl.
ur awesome and i hope u read this blog! especially since i follow urs! pfft.
anyway happy 18th birthday! =) <3

facebook vs msn

Anyone agree that facebook is kicking msn's ass?


        






          VS.












In the olden days it was always. hey add me on msn.
now its. hey u got facebook? u search for me u add me ok?
and is it really any wonder why?

u add a person with a single click of a button.
5 years later... eh. don't really remember who that person is. ill just stalk that person.
hmm. check photos. check info. check hp number. check mutual friends.
20 mins later. memory jogged. suddenly starting to slightly remember.
oh it was that annoying duudee. totally remember now.
closes the page. and moves on to stalk another person whom u don't remember meeting.

and another 5 years down the road. eh who was that dude again?
no worries. lets stalk him/her.

see. whereas with msn its.
add u! then..
 5 years of non conversation with the person.
then u open up a chat box trying to remember who that person is.
the only clue u have is the person's email.
and of course his/her dodgy msn display picture.
sometimes its a person standing in the distance u can only see his/her shape.
or its an annoying animal.
even worse. u get a picture with a guy and a girl.
and ur left trying to figure out whether the person ur talking to is a boy or a girl. aiks!

so really.
is it any wonder now a conversation with a new person is bound to end like this:
so add me on facebook ok? first name xxxx last name yyyy. nice meeting u!

and ppl end up with 1000000+ friends on their friend list.
number of ppl they end up talking to: 50

ridiculous?
sad to say. im one of those ppl.
time to reorganize my friend list.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Stay Focused!

Haven't blogged in a while.

Had a really crappy period 0 this morning. but aihs.
Stupid limiting reagent. I changed my answer! to the wrong one! so mad at myself. but i'll have to live with it i suppose. sigh. 10 marks! die la. if get 70+ this time i'll be content.

anyway. after that. got okay marks for econs MC.
and after that for maths. haha. so funny. added 5 marks to my p0! woohoo!
but still its not a really good mark. could have done so much better! if only i didn't misinterpret the probabilty question. aish. so sad. =(
but maths was so funny. me and joseph kept adding marks, and jeannette was like I want to add also. but she already top mark in class. wth. =)

but yea. that cheered me up a little.

So anyway. what i'm trying to say is. I really need to change the way I'm studying!
What i'm doing is obviously not working!
So...I did up a study plan. Yes dad, u can be proud of me.
And i'm so gonna stick to it! I hope. =S
but i really want that good TER mark. so..sacrifice is good for me. Sigh.

ANND.......
I blocked facebook. sort of. I got this extension. called STAYFOCUSED.

haha. so only allowed on facebook for 40 mins each day. hopefully that will stop me procrastinating. so I'm just gonna test it out this week.
Now I'm wondering if i should block my google reader as well.
For those of you that don't know, i use my google reader to follow updated blogs. i have tons of blogs on it. 
And i can spend more than an hour just checking my google reader...but not everyday..so..still wondering..

Yeap. hopefully that will stop me! from procrastinating. =)

tell me if u use this extension or find it helpful. =D help me figure it out a little. not too sure about the restrictions.

Friday, April 23, 2010

Happy endings

I just watched one of the saddest movies eveerrr. =(((( T.T
maybe you guys might not find it sad but i did! sigh.

I hate unhappy endings.
I hate reading books/watching movies with unhappy endings.

You guys might say this is unrealistic, Life isn't a fairytale. Therefore, you prefer that it doesn't have a happy ending. BUT so what?
Why can't we just escape for a little while into a little bubble where fairy tales really do come true?
Why can't these sadistic movie directors give us a happy ending?!

Okay, I guess HATE is the wrong word to use.
I mean I can read books by authors like Jodi Picoult, where you know she'll throw you a curve ball and the story isn't at all cliche.
I don't mean to say I LOVE reading cliche books. I get bored by them too.
And now that I think about it, I do love some books where there's loss and whatever at the end of it,
i.e. marley and me.
BUT then again, those losses are like supposed to be there, and circumstances can't change it. Or It really wasn't meant to be.

So to rephrase my sentence.
I HATE READING BOOKS/WATCHING MOVIES WHERE THE HERO AND HEROINE WHO SHOULD END UP TOGETHER, DON'T!
I'll admit it. I am a sucker for a good love story.

AHHHH. FINE.
To each his/her own.
You guys can keep your own opinions and I can keep mine.
BUT I SERIOOUSLY HATE IT WHEN THE HERO AND THE HEROINE SHOULD END UP TOGETHER BUT NO...THEY HAVE TO SACRIFICE.

AHHH! I WAS TRICKED INTO WATCHING THIS MOVIE I SWEAR.
You want to know what the title of the movie was?
It's MULAN. nope. Not this MULAN.

This MULAN.


The movie that chinese actor and actress Chen Kun and Zhao Wei acted in.
So happy me decides that it's gonna be a good story with a good ending.
SO you think it has a happy ending?
THink again.
bLARgh.

I tell you I am going to rethink a happy ending for this movie.
CUz i WILL NOT and CANNOT let the poor characters be unhappy.
THE END.

Finish Ranting.

P.S. Happy birthday my dear buddy KAI BOON! +)
You're 18! Big number. =)
One of my best buddies ever and always will be!
You're the best. =D Seriously. BFF dude. =)

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Four chord songs

Watch this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5pidokakU4I&feature=player_embedded

for u, dad

Happy birthday dad!

I don't say it often but I love you and Ur the best dad ever!


heres ur present. and birthday cake.

+)

Saturday, April 17, 2010

More Laser Tag

Dearest chris, this post is for u. since u asked me to blog more often. i'll try okay.

Yesterday! LASER TAG! with joah, merilyn and her friends. Nice meeting her church ppl. =)
IT was AWESOME.

I tell you, i just love laser tag. its awesome.
Played two rounds. first one was getting used to it. had a couple of other ppl join us.

Then 2nd round just US with another 2 kids from first round.
Haha got 4th in the one. awesome awesome game. =) Lots of FUN FUN FUN

sorry no pictures. i DIDNT bring my camera. if u want to see. Its on facebook. =)

but here's a picture for u guys to enjoy. =DD haha.

die!

have a good weekend!

EDIT:

almost forgot. my dearest shuky.

I <3 U X INFINTY

happy birthday. have a great 18th. =) hope u enjoy ur day!!!!!
i dedicate this laser tag post to u too! cuz laser tag is awesome and so are u! =DD

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

April Birthday Babies

haish. haven't posted in a while.

April Month!
The BANKRUPT MONTH.
lol. so many of my besties birthdays this month.

should i give a shoutout to all of you?

April 5th-Chan Su Teng
April 10th-Tam Sher Ren
April 17th- Koh Shuk Huay
April 22nd-Saw Kai Boon
April 27th-Edrea Lim

haha. and not to forget.my dad's birthday is this month as well. =)
so u see why i go bankrupt buying presents for u guys?

But this year its different. I won't be able to celebrate with you guys. You KNOW why. =(
I'll make it up to you guys somehow when i get back. =(

On another note, school holidays ending soon. =((((
T_T

why does time pass so fast?

Thursday, April 1, 2010

ball

ahh!!!

ball today !!!

excited!

not prepared! AHH!

later!

P.S. happy april fools day!!

Monday, March 22, 2010

today

RAIN.
THUNDERSTORM.
BLACKOUT.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Me

Just looked at the intro to my blog on the left hand side.
Decided its time to update it.

U likey? actually i havent even wrote it yet. haha. I'm doing it after this post. =) in case ur curious what the old one was.. here it is:

Me -Female -17 -Christian -Friendly (I think so =p) -Has no real ambitions so far -Family is important -Loves my bff's -Loves Caleb! -Loves Jet -total bookworm -cannot stick to one thing for too long -Aspires to have some super talent (so far it hasnt revealed itself =( ) -Have fun! -wishes to do many things in the future -wants to travel more -Am wacky (according to friends) -dislikes fake ppl -wants u to enjoy readin this blog! =p


Well. many things from up there needs to be updated.
for example. im no longer 17. im 17+! yes. the + matters. gonna be 18 soon.
and then I don't think im a total bookworm anymore. I cant remember the last time I read a good book. dont get me wrong. I still love reading. just maybe more choosy bout what i read.
Still can't stick to one thing...hmm...maybe in certain matters. I totally get distracted. 
And I have a real ambition already! =) so thats why the above line is half true.
and yeaaaaah. life's changed.


enjoy the new Intro to Me.
and yes.. I still want u to enjoy reading this blog. =D

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Chat with REN and JENG





u see us we so lame. =S
u want to see more meaningful convo go to ren's blog. =)
i was only focussing on taking those 2 ppl's actions. =D

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Unexpected luck

So for the ball. most of the ppl i know i wearing long dresses. so i was kinda bummed, wanted to get a long dress as well. and the dresses here are pretty expensive. well. 200++ aussie. like the price of a msian dress.

so was kinda berating myself for not getting my dress in msia. so since we usually only wear long dresses like once in a lifetime, i was thinking i should hire a dress instead. save cost. so was planning to go shopping with mum this sat.

then today we went garden city. (big shopping centre in perth) cuz my mum wanted to return some thing that was broken or wat not. so i teman her cuz she said we could take a look around as well.

so we did, and guess wat! we found this really pretty dress. =) its simple but i like ittt. and it was like 75% off the already reduced price, and it was only for that day. shop was closing in an hour. so long story short. i bought it! =D

i'll show u guys the pics in a months time. =D the ball's on april 1st. =D

haha. happy me now. =D

Monday, March 8, 2010

'You emo, I hug you'

Good Dayyyy.

so p0 this morning wasnt too bad. =D

and curtin thing was fun. =D
met lotsa new ppl. =)

and ice skating rocks. =D

life is sweet atm.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

BRIMMING WITH EXCITEMENT

haha. ok i noe i long time never update already.

but just got a SPECIAL EMAIL that made me wanna update. =D HEHE.
to that special one, because of u, i revived my dead blog. =D haha.
i'll tell u 10 years from now ok? =D

i so long never blog. cuz like no blogging mojo. since i've been back in perth.
well. some things have happened. =) some good. some bad.

well. we can start with the bad.
i got back all my first results for all my first tests for all my subjects this year.
i can say i dint do well as i wanted/expected to.
even my best sub-acc. not really great. =S
and i failed my first test too. by one mark. yea laugh all u want. it aint easy k

and err. yea. so that was kinda sucky start to the year for me.
really started to emo.
and i really thank God i have great friends. both here and back in Msia supporting me.
so yea. im just looking forward to other exams. hoping to do better in them. =)
so i can get the TER i want.

and then there's the ball coming up. =)
fine meryl, i'll admit here u guys got me kinda excited for it.
till all of a sudden someone stressed me out bout it.
but now im okay again. =) thx to ze great friends i have. =D

good news i have.
i applied for this program in curtin Uni.
and i waited and waited and i GOT IN! =D
really excited bout that. cant wait for new things to learn. =)
so im starting tomoro!

also ice skating!! thats the sport im currently doing in school right now.
awesome right??? haha
and next term probably gonna do archery!!

so yea. just being random now. =D haha. but thats all i can think of so far.
and those are like the real main events happening in my life. =)

<3>




Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Risk

To laugh is to risk looking like a fool
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental
To reach out for another is to risk involvement
To show feeling is to risk revealing true self
To place your ideas and dreams before a crowd is to risk their loss

To love is to risk rejection
To live is to risk dying
To hope is to risk despair
To try is to risk failure

But risks must be taken because one of the greatest danger in life is to risk nothing

Those who risk nothing, do nothing, achieved nothing,
become nothing

They may avoid suffering and sorrow
But they cannot learn, feel, change, grow, love or even live.

Chained by their certainties they are slaves
they have forfeited their freedom.

Only a person who risks all that he cannot keep to gain that which he can never lose.....
is truly free

-anonymous-



p.s. i passed!!! =D

truly theres food for thought above. so.

what have u risked?
what will u risk?
what are u willing to risk?
ever regret taking the risk?

i thought so too. =) enjoy.


Wednesday, January 13, 2010

random

just some random thoughts.

1. i miss children's day. kinda. no really. a whole lot.
2. shit shit shit. SDB.
3. im keeping new year resolution number 3.
4. it gets really annoying when _______________ (fill the blank)
5. i need to buy some stuff. lol. doesnt everyone.
6. which new tv series should i follow?

yeah. not joking. random thoughts in my head. not one after another. of cuz. things im remembering from this week.

parlez-moi.

Monday, January 11, 2010

SDF

wah damn emo now. =S

sigh. i cant even begin to explain why.

first u. i always kept my mouth shut. but now i dont think i can anymore.
u influenced. silently. but still. u made the example.

damn upset.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Frenemies

haha. yesterday afternoon so spontaneous.

livia, ren, jeng and jie en dropped by my house. then we chatted for quite a while. fun and memories. and plans. =) quite nice to see my dear old friends again. after chatting a while, sher ren go off college, liv go learn driving, jie en go poh kong wait for friends take her go ou.

me and jeng say want to go ou. then after a while, say duwan already. so we watch princess and the frog on my laptop. then all of a sudden. jie en come back my hse. sooo. all of a sudden decide we want go ou again. lol. so we go ou.

dint watch movie. cuz all the movies too late and stuff. so just basically shopped around. help jeng pick out jeans. then had dinner there. then come home courtesy of my bro.

nice day. =)

later meeting up with another old friend of mine. havent seen her in years i think. should be fun. =)

parents will be back later today........

and pre driving test is on mon. damn worried even now thinking bout it. ahhhh.

ciaoz.

Friday, January 8, 2010

Drivin

sigh. havent mentioned much about my driving lessons.

but im gonna do so now. cuz im freaking out about my driving test!! its like jan 19th and i have only one chance to pass it if not i have to go back to aus to take my driving test and there u have to do like 100 hours and i have to do theory all over again and ahhhhhhhh!!!!!! damn freaked out.

=(( they say practice practice practice. but wtv im still freaking out. only like one more lesson left.

and i super suck at slope and i just feel so damn stressed.

=((

freaked.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Decide

Decisions make the world go round?

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

2010

well. First post of the new year.

happy 2010. new year. new changes. new moments.
shrugs. wonders what two oh one oh is gonna bring us all.

mostly everyone i noe is all like oh shit la. so many changes. friends going down different paths.
sorry la. i mostly feel apathetic. just like im watching the commotion. like. it happened to me already. if ur true friends. u'll stick it out. =) i noe. so don't worry. friends make the effort. friends make the time. and yea. don't worry if ur going into something alone. something way different from everybody else. u'll make friends. most ppl there will be as confused as u. eager. don't worry. enjoy college. its supposed to be good. different. =)

so yeah. december was like a super hectic month for me. (once u guys finished spm that is. =D )
from outings to prom to class trip to family trip to outings to sleepovers to outings. =) i enjoyed it all guys. =) as u noe. i lazy to post pics here. =) sorry. but i guess its all over for me now. mostly everybody has started college. i tak ada kaki untuk hang with me. =(( sigh. no worries. i'll find a way to spend my time. =(( sniff sniff. =(

and i will not be updating my blog. sorry la. alot of blog buddies i noe always constantly update. nah not me. im not blog skin savvy. =( so yeah. unless u guys want to volunteer for me la. =)) hehehehe. =) anyway. i think i've said all i wanted to say for now. =)

cheers u guys. =) try to keep in touch. drop a line now and then.
and i think one of my new years resoultions can be update this blog more often. ahhaha .=)

<3