Thursday, February 26, 2009
Saturday, February 21, 2009
events
well...
yesterday was my mums birthday.
=p.
went out to dinner as usual.
and gave her her present which she really loved.
i would post the pics but u noe me..
lazy.
and today went out with dev again!
she's back for that week.
lol.
the usual fun.
lunch/pool/movie
me lost the game for my side =[
my fault.dumb white ball.
tralalala. all in all..me tak study/do hw/anything
i wanna do well this time.
not just for me
but 4 the rents.
but i doubt im gonna accomplish anything super.
fingers crossed.
yesterday was my mums birthday.
=p.
went out to dinner as usual.
and gave her her present which she really loved.
i would post the pics but u noe me..
lazy.
and today went out with dev again!
she's back for that week.
lol.
the usual fun.
lunch/pool/movie
me lost the game for my side =[
my fault.dumb white ball.
tralalala. all in all..me tak study/do hw/anything
i wanna do well this time.
not just for me
but 4 the rents.
but i doubt im gonna accomplish anything super.
fingers crossed.
finding it.
even as i type this..this is one of the hardest things i have ever had to do.
i apologise. i had apologised.but even then i do not believe i was sincere. but now im sure i am.
i was foolish and dumb.
immature too.
i cringe at my own thoughts as i think back.
as to what i did. what i said.
i cant take them back.
i wish things had turned out different.
that i had chose to think b4 i spoke
that i had chose to walk away instead of doing
i wish i had been more mature.
but really. no regrets.
cuz this is a lesson learned for life.
sorry u had to be my training wheels on my road.
im glad i noe i hav
ppl around me i can trust
ppl around me that i learn from
ppl around me who guide me
ppl around me who pick me up
ppl around me who chastise me
ppl around me who comfort me
when u find these ppl.
dont ever let them go again.
i apologise. i had apologised.but even then i do not believe i was sincere. but now im sure i am.
i was foolish and dumb.
immature too.
i cringe at my own thoughts as i think back.
as to what i did. what i said.
i cant take them back.
i wish things had turned out different.
that i had chose to think b4 i spoke
that i had chose to walk away instead of doing
i wish i had been more mature.
but really. no regrets.
cuz this is a lesson learned for life.
sorry u had to be my training wheels on my road.
im glad i noe i hav
ppl around me i can trust
ppl around me that i learn from
ppl around me who guide me
ppl around me who pick me up
ppl around me who chastise me
ppl around me who comfort me
when u find these ppl.
dont ever let them go again.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
nothing else to do
ok. not really nothing else to do. got stuff, but im kinda lazy, so im procrastinating.
i've been doing that alot.
lazing around just thinking, but not doing.
so yea. yesterday at dg(yay!), yj was like talking bout what stuff really matters to us and things like that. and he asked us a few questions.
1. what matters to u?
and i realise alot of stuff.
2. what matters most to u?
that narrowed it down.
3.what do u think should matter?
ok. at this part. i only put down like 3 things.
3 ok. 3. i mean. 3.
and den yj and su were saying that even though now she's buying stuff for their new hse and everything, even though they want the best, they always want to check themselves each time, and to make sure that if God asked them to leave it, they will not hesitate. and if they even like hestitate a little, they know that they are hanging on to much to it.
and that really quite spoke to me. i mean, i have lots of stuff i think right now im not willing to give up. so yea.im gonna pray and ask God to help me let it go.
=p yea.
on another note, school....NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..
oral, kerja amal, tugasan harian.it all come crashing back down now. =[
oh well. gotta stop relaxing.
bak to school.
p.s. wynne, i made the font a lil bigger. if its noticeable. =p
i've been doing that alot.
lazing around just thinking, but not doing.
so yea. yesterday at dg(yay!), yj was like talking bout what stuff really matters to us and things like that. and he asked us a few questions.
1. what matters to u?
and i realise alot of stuff.
2. what matters most to u?
that narrowed it down.
3.what do u think should matter?
ok. at this part. i only put down like 3 things.
3 ok. 3. i mean. 3.
and den yj and su were saying that even though now she's buying stuff for their new hse and everything, even though they want the best, they always want to check themselves each time, and to make sure that if God asked them to leave it, they will not hesitate. and if they even like hestitate a little, they know that they are hanging on to much to it.
and that really quite spoke to me. i mean, i have lots of stuff i think right now im not willing to give up. so yea.im gonna pray and ask God to help me let it go.
=p yea.
on another note, school....NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..
oral, kerja amal, tugasan harian.it all come crashing back down now. =[
oh well. gotta stop relaxing.
bak to school.
p.s. wynne, i made the font a lil bigger. if its noticeable. =p
Me
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
i got this from su lin's blog. quite fun. =p
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
i got this from su lin's blog. quite fun. =p
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