photoshoot

today's photoshoot rocked! =p

took photos. will upload later.
now i hav to stress finish my chem peka.
ciao.

crazy day

my teammates

wondering wats the sign board there for? its part of a task. =p

chris practicing her calling taxi skills. =p

lly bored .

resting =p

amazing race is over.. how to describe it? amazing! =p hehe.

even though we dint get any placing, we tried our best and had LOADS of fun!!

it was a great experience and a great time and i love my teammates. =p hehe.

and to show wat a special day this is.

im gonna upload photos! yes. =p

haha. from yucky drinks to getting kind of lost to washing cars to peeling coconuts to cracking lame jokes. it was awesome and we didnt fight. =p right. =p ok maybe small arguments. =p

anyway. today was so fun and im glad i did it with u guys. =p

peeling opening a coconut..NOT EASY KAY!

zz. tired..
gonna sleep early tonight.

tomoro goin bak hometown and i still havent done moral proj. yay! haha.

kidding. getting right on it. now.

till then.

p.s. i typed this on sat but am only posting it now.. =p

ha. and moral proj......

turns out we only hav to pass it up next mon..crazeee..

but im glad i finish it liao..

tomoro hav photoshoot! yay! =p

p.p.s planned to upload more than one photo. but my internet is so freaking slow i give up.

THERE. enjoy the top photo. =p

p.p.p.s. the moment i typed finish p.p.s. the photos finally uploaded..wth...

enjoy.

brain overload

sigh. results are baccccck..

some good some bad. =[
sigh. oh well...

i wont stress too much on results. cuz..

amazing race chs is this saturday! yay!
really excited. cuz its my first race. =p
haha. and we recently faced some team problems, and its not all solved,
but hopefully it'll all be okay by tomoro!
whee..

duno wat we're gonna face, but im so ready. i think. =p

haha.

man tomoro's gonna be hectic.
first there's amazing race briefing
den there's the annual photoshoot briefing
den we have to take photos for moral proj
and i have to complete setting the duty list.

and on top of that, this weekend, i have to:
FINISH MORAL PROJ
FINISH CHEM PEKA(which i dont have the slightest idea where to begin)
Go Qing Ming.

AHH.

ok. enough freaking out about the pile of things in front of me.

here's some random stuff.
1. i saw a really really really huge rat today. it was like a quarter of my dogs size. and probably half his height. which is crazy. cuz i was walking my dog. =p and den like out of the drain comes the rat and like my dumb dog just stared at the rat, and after it dissapeared den only did he start barking like mad till i had to drag him away.

2. its dennis's birthday! yes he ranks lower than the rat story. =p haha. no la dennis. anyway. happy 17 man and although u cant join us for the race due to ur undang thingy, u still rock! and i really meant wat i said bout not bullying u. =p

3. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
well really its a secret so of course i cant tell la.. but im just putting it here. for fun. and cuz its random! =p yay!

4. i really love my family. cuz even though they annoy me(most of the time!) and drive me BONKERS, they're still there for me all the time and i really appreciate that and though no i dont think of my parents as my bff's (lily =p) i noe i can trust them and yea, thats enough.

random things to talk about over!

bit more serious stuff.
almost a quarter of the year 2009 has passed by.

and during this time, i had to go through wat i can say was one of the toughest chapters in my short life. and i think i came out the better from it.
really had one of the lowest points in my life here. and im glad i got through it okay. =p
not without the help of my friends, family and GOD of cuz!
truly, i really had to turn to God alot, and He was always there and he kept me slightly sane. =p yea. and im so amazed and sorry and so many other feelings but yea.
=p

march's almost over, welcome APRIL!
(though i kinda hate this month, ppl u noe why. =p)

ahaha.

b.

whheeeee

exams are over exams are over exams are over!!!!

stress sudah laaa...i say bye bye!!! =p

hahahha. so happy bio over. i totally regret taking it.
word of advice to those form 3's out there.
if u dont want to do medicine, DONT TAKE PURE SCIENCE!
GO FOR SUB SCIENCE!!ACCOUNTS ROCKS!!!!

=p

truly.

sigh..not enough sleep..i've been saying this for the past few days but still i nvr go sleep.
see even now at 11 im still like totally awake...LOL. and not sleeping. =p

sigh..
alot of projects to catch up on.
moral, chem, and chinese!!yucks..

gonna do do do..sigh..

events just keep on happening.i tell u time is passing by too fast.
"wait for me!"
april liao. =[

i knew that march would past by quickly, due to exams, camp and hols, but still!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhh. not ready!

p.s.
trying to decide if i should take undang. me thinks that if i want to do it, i should do it by april.
also trying to decide if i wanna get baptised. tough decisions. =[

sorry God. i kinda neglected You.
and thx to that i kinda feel alone right now.
should always look to You.
cuz no one else will do.

Camp. =p

yup yup yup. only thing im gonna blog bout.. is.....camp! =p

haha. okay lets see...

it rained the first day. =( rained sooo hard. sigh.
lily see la. u pray it rain. i pray it dont rain.
so God must have compromised and make it rain the first day and den the other 2 days dint rain during our activities..sheeeeesh... =p

haha. but all in all. it was quite good.
first day very messy and mood depressing due to the rain affecting the obstacle course.
but doing flying fox when its raining hard. first time experience. CUN!. =p
also helps dat i did it with as and she was kinda like ahhhhh. =p.
den night game so badly mixed up. my fault la. cuz one of the clues got screwed badly. dats y after that everything somehow mixed up. so once again. solleeeeeeee.

but 2nd day things looked up! =p haha.
no rain in morning. =p
and station game ran so smoothly...(helps that all form 5's stayed up to like discuss discuss and thoroughly understand their parts. i must say im so happy with all of us and our teamwork. =p )
so den later fun with rafting. =p hehe. super tired after that. arms aching as me and lily n zk take turns to row...cuz we only got one of that rowing things. forgot wats it called. lol.
and night time performance and den night walk.
sooooooooooo tiring la...

and last day abseiling. yea. dint expect it to take so long. the instructors said it will take 2 hours plus become 4 hours plus...crazzzzy....
so yea. most of the form 5 seniors dint get to do it. and thx to u guys for being willing enough to sacrifice. really thx.
and den..go homeeee......... wheeeeeeeeeeeee.........

yay. i went to alot of random other form blogs. most of u havent updated. but those who have make me so happy. alot of positive comments. =p hehe. so glad u guys had fun. even though the first day was a fiasco...=p

well..did alot of scolding this time. lol. cant say i enjoyed it but i think it helped me understand some things better.
i hope everyone learned something from this camp.

'now that we have knowledge, we must apply it, so that we don't make the same mistakes'

even us form 5's, i think we all have taken something from this camp as well.

taken as in taken knowledge. =p haha.

i think we all learned something in our very own way.

i think we all understand each other slightly better now.

i think we as a team are unstoppable.

i love u peeps. =p i dont even want to think bout leaving high school.

=[

sigh. camp is over......

in a way im happy and sad.

camp is always a place where u get super high and emo. =p

but like i feel like a weight has been lifted.

always thought i wanted to do event managing. but now.. not so sure anymore..

thinking bout wat nat said. and wat che su said. sigh.

ok. bak to reality. exam is next week!~

ah!! save me!! havent even open my bio textbook yet..sei lo...

kk. stop blogging. =p

but first.. me go zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

zz,

b.

POLL

out of 16 votes. miserable 16. =[

Do sheeps go baa or meeh?
18% said baaaa
6% said meeeeh
62% said sheeps go baa and goats go meeh
2 % said black sheeps go baa and white sheeps go meh..

haha. well. i think i will be updating my poll more often. so vote ppl vote.
i'd love to hear ur thoughts on things. =p
and i think i'll try to update the poll at least fortnightly. =p

ok. recent news:
me and sut have decided to become nerds.
we are gonna study every week. =p
this is due to sut freaking out for spm and then freaking me out.
so we made a perjanjian last sat. b4 exams.
and kb is gonna like check up on us.

and we hav like punishments kay.. =p we're serious.
like if we dont meet the quota
we're gonna have to do like house chores.
den its run around padang 5 times during pjk.
den its read a chinese novel
den its speak chinese for a week.

yup. crazy stuff like that. =p
hope it works out.

wanna get like straight a's for spm.
cuz i noe wat its like to feel dissapointed.
and i dont want to be. so yea. =p

waddaya think?

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VOTE. =p

exams over.camp!

yay. exams are over..!!! partially..
still hav bio n maths after hols but.anyway.. still yay~~

=p hahaha. dont think i did too well in chem. quite dissapointing for me.
and screw chinese. sigh..

ok..duwan to dwell too much on examsss......

~drum roll~

CAMP! yes the most awesomest prefect camp ever!!!!!!!
if u dont come u are missing out!!! =p haha

i just wanna pray that it doesnt rain for 3 days.
sorry farmers.. but i need good weather!!!!
oh wait. dont think there are farmers in kl. or selangor.wtv.
i just need bright clear shiny preeeettty clouds in the nice LIGHT BLUE sky.

so PRAY EVERYBODY. PRAY!!!!
haha.

sigh... so many things to do.
helping plan/run a camp is like million things to do.
argh. so many things to think of and like prepare.......

weellll..
i hope u ppl have fun at camp la. and like go back saying its the best camp ever. =p

hahahhaa..

GOD PLS DONT LET IT RAIN.............

oh. a small last minute thing to all prefects.
if it rains HEAVILY on monday morn.
come school at 11.30 only and we'll meet at esso kay?
if it drizzles.....COME at the normal time. =p
and we'll all hope that it stops soon. =p

yay. see u all MONDAY.

ITS GONNA BE TOTALLY AWWESOME. =p
and maybe i'll even upload pics from camp. =p
haha.

WYNNE

i almost forgot.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WYNNE.

you're awesome!!!

=p

Life has its ups and downs.

Lets see. i was quite upset a few days ago.

BUT.......

im so lucky to have so many great frens to turn to, and they really cheered me up.

SOB.........

i just want to say many thanks to u guys. u noe hu u are.

"A friend might well be reckoned the masterpiece of nature." -Ralph Waldo Emerson

i love this quote. learned it from boston legal. =p

anyway. i realise it was dumb to be upset over dumb things. so.
life has so much to offer.
and i dont want to waste time lingering over things i cant change.

anyway. yesterday my church had NO APOLOGIES.
basically, its a sex education talk la.

Here are things i didnt know till yesterday:
1. there are over 50 STD's in the world
2.YOu can still get certain STD's even though you dont have sex, but you fool around.
3. almost everyone regrets having premarital sex(in the video.but i think it applys everywhere)

Why have premarital sex?
you can get STD's, you can get pregnant.

and once you do, you're like throwing your future, your dreams away.
You cant turn back time. You can't cure most STD's.
And if you get pregnant. how?

CONDOMS FAIL. SAFE SEX IS NOT A 100% GUARANTEE.
most condoms dont protect you from STD's.

so best way=ABSTINENCE.

BUt this is just my opinion.
You are welcomed to yours.

Love can be a joke

Heart rate speeds up
Time slows down
You say whats up
Aiks, brainku meltdown

My heart drops to my feet
Each time we meet
You give me a smile
Makes me jump a mile

I'd do anything
To just forget these feelings
Cuz besides you, there's not one thing
that can make my heart go Zing

That flash of realization
That I should be a mental patient
When i want to tell nations
That your my only passion

Beware

Careful with love though
Cuz there's one thing you need to know
It can pack a punch
And your heart goes 'crunch'

Man, Love can be a joke.

dedicated to a dear fren of mine

life will become brighter again some day.