average

i just read 'if u could see me now' by cecelia ahern.

well..her books are quite quite interesting.

always has a slight tinge of sadness in it.

but in the end its somehow okay.

anyway i quite recommend this book la. its quite nice!!!

well..had an okay okay week.

like i told my dg members

1.pimply

2.lil stressed.

3.brain fried.

4.emo

5.overall pretty happy. =p

hahaha. yea..its not the worst week of my life.

its pretty average.

right now helping out with merah.

its fun. but not pretty at times.

SENDING A SHOUTOUT TO ALL MERAH MEMBERS.

come help! with perbarisan and perhiasan khemah! all of us can contribute!

the more the merrier. the more the happier. =p

sigh.

i just want to say la.

im kinda pissed at both of u.

u are always complaining that we're not close.

but u are never sharing anything with us.

and u somehow expect us to grow closer.

..............................

thats all.

hav a great start to a new week!

HAPPY 17th YH, SUT, LILY, KB & ED!

haha. yes. the title was wat was written on the cake. and the store actualyl wrote KH not YH so this pic is u can see the mark where they got rid of K. =p hehe.

which is SECRET RECIPE'S cheese choc btw. and sui lun loved it so much he kept eating and eating and eating. oh man. i dont have a photo of him eating and eating =p hahaha.

well basically.wat started out as a not so good day turned out to be a great one! and im sure lots of u agree with me.

im not gonna upload many photos.cuz im lazy. =p hehe. anyway.

first we head to chili's where everyone camwhore alot.

then we split into two. and one group go movie one group go redbox.

and i duno how the movie group did but i heard it was FUN.

=p =p

anyway.those at red box definitely had fun.

and though they really cheat and take alot of our money.

sigh. but FUn!

and we definitely hav to go again another time.

cept that this time we must go on weekday!

=p

really glad all of u had fun

and it was worth it for me too k?

love u peeps!

p.s. vote on my poll!! <---------------------

ponder

well. its been a bz 2 weeks. there's so much to talk about. but i really duno where to start. maybe i'll start from recent events and work my way up to the old ones. if i remember them that is.. =p

em. well most recent i guess would be AJK meeting.
well. the turnout was quite big im happy to say.
and there were alot of problems that we discussed together.
but somehow there werent solutions. well. as we said. we'll all work to resolve them together.
so yea. i think those top ppl.
if u really want a turnaround and a change in out board.
you guys really need to do something and not just listen one ear go out the other.

em. besides that.
i guess involve with MERAH!
whoo merah!!
i will strive and work hard for u ok!

haha. erm. then this week me and sut said we wanted to do our hardworking thing.so far i think its working. maybe around 75% lidat la. =p kb dont laugh k. we did listen in bio after thaat.. =p

sigh...and kb soo funny. teacher teaching variation and constants.
den he go and come up with this equation

that is:

r is less than 3 bhs.

wonder if u guys can figure it out la..=p
haha. i dint get it at first too. till sut explained it to me.

anyway. then last fri, there was one of my oldest buddy's birthday!
we've known each other more than half our lives. and we're still frens!
and she's one of the best ppl i noe, an amazing sportsperson, an amazing artist and has an amazing shoulder to lean on. im glad i noe her and if ur reading this

TAM SHER REN ur awesome!

OMg. talking bout birthdays!

today is an awesome special person's birthday!!!!!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

its one of my best pals birthday and she's awesome and amazing and all the undescrible cool words there are in the dictionary!

its SHUK'S birthday!

and though i dint wish u at 12..(sorry!)

i think u rock and ur the best and i love u!!!!=p hehe..

just so u noe, she's this cunted drummer, guitarist and future famous musician so yea..

watch out................

ssigh. ok lets see.counting back. ok i cant remember all the awsome things one does in a week la of course!

oh yea. me and sut had a conversation today.

and we were talking about our private blogs.

becca: eh i havent visited my private blog in a while la.

sut: yea me too. u noe that day i went to visit it and i was thinking how childish i was even though i wrote it only a few months back

becca: yea i noe la.

sut: u noe i think i stopped after XXX event happened lo.

becca: ME TOO!

sut: yea. its like that chapter is closed. move on to next chap kind of thing. i wrote that ok this is the end. and after that i dint go back liao.

becca: yea. me too. after XXX event then i kinda like stopped.

sut+becca: sigh.

becca: ahaha we sigh at same time.JINX!

sut: where got such nonsense.

den we started talking normal things again.sigh. i guess private blogs are there for a reason?but i loved reading back la all the old things i did. so i noe how my feelings were at a certain point of time.so i think i shall revive my dearest private blog. =p hehe. all of u cant read so dont bother. =p

ok.tomoro going out with the gang to red box. =p celebrate edrea, kb, sut and lily's bth!

haha. think we're gonna have an awesome time. will blog about it and upload photos.

so wait patiently!. =p

crazy long post

okay. lets see. there's so so much i want to talk about.

em first lets start with my poll
wheteher i can succeed next term in exams or not... <-----
cant believe 40% of u so negative.. =(
hahaha. oh well. i dont believe it myself either.
doesnt matter. im changing the poll now.. =p

erm. next order of business.
CHS prom 2009. i duno whether i wan2 go or not.
hesitating......hesitating......deciding......hesitating.....
sigh..guess i'll wait and see for that one. i definitely wont be able to get early bird tickets liao but oh well..

sigh. dumb nky. he's so annoyingggg.....
scold me and sut and michelle and lly 4 talking in his class today..
well at least we do ur hw! not like the other ppl hu talk but nvr kena catch by u cuz u have some prejudice towards prefects!
pffffffffft.
and den cuz last week during dg, there's this one thing that stuck in my head..
and that was God loves us that he forgives us all our sins anyway.
and therefore we should love others and forgive them too.
cuz if we cant forgive ppl, how can we expect God to forgive us?
so i told sut that and ................yup...so hard to love him...
but he's divorced and we should pity him and love him.. =p
(and i said that loudly and sut was like shut up becca,after he hears u then u will kena. =p)

well talking about forgiveness.
i had a really big lesson about that this year..
but now its time for me to put it into practice again.
there's this fren hu's like mad at me.
and most of the time, its over small stuff.
but well. we always fight and make up.
but this time..i duno..
im too tired of this up and down thing.
and yea. i was really really mad all of a sudden today.(u can ask sut)
i was just like thinking of all the mean things and being really petty.
and now typing out the nky thing just now.
i should apply the same thing to this person too.
so yup. i will. =p

u noe forgiving someone isnt easy.
but once u've done so, its seriously like a burden is lifted off ur shoulders.
and u can breathe again.
and i think that forgiving comes easier with practice. =p
it does. =p

lot of thunderstorms lately. just being random. =p
hahahaha.

oh. im grounded. for a month.
sucks.
but im gonna try to lighten the sentence.
i hope.
either way there's pro's and cons
if i dont go out this month i dont lose MORE money! =p haha.
but if i dont go out i lose out on my frens last birthdays in high school!
but if i dont go out i no need stress planning anymore.
but if i dont go out i lose out on all the fun and things i planned!
but if i dont go out i wont have a hectic month anymore.
but if i dont go out i lose out on all the hecticnesssss. =p

haha.sorry. im that undecisive.just ask shuk and dev.
i think i drove them partially nuts last sat.
anyway.

said all i wanted to say for a while. =p

Shopping

something i rarely do. and most of the time with my frens. =p

haha. so exhausted today...=p but so happy.. =p

lets see. woke up at 8 plus. cuz had to go out eat breakfast with my younger bro, den both of us were gonna go catch a bus to go to ou.

really fun experience as both of us totally had no clue as to wat we were doing and we were just copying wat the ppl in front of us did. like they took out 2 bucks, den we take out 2 bucks. yup. all in all it was funn.

den reach ou more fun pulak. first we go decide watch wat movie. den dev and shuk not there yet. den realise that fast and furious 18sx i think. or 18pl. wtv. called dev and she again argued that im too young looking to pass for 18 shows...sigh..

so den we met up with dev and went old wing tgv. argued with her i want to watch marley and me. she didnt want to. den she sacrificed for mua....=p haha. den when we went to line up, i was looking down at the screen.and den the guy was fast and furious 12 00 yes? and i was okay. (still looking down) den dev went like i thought we're watching marley and me? so i looked up. and the guy was like just like duno wat to do.. and so we bought marley and me. and dev asked the guy how old he thought i was. and the guy totally dint want to answer..

anyway. we watched marley and me. =p

really nice show. i cried. no biggie. i cry really easily at movies. =p

storyline was a bit slow moving though.and i dont think the movie really projected wat the book did. but i kinda got it. but somehow all turn out nice la.



den did some birthday present shopping. (gah april)
so ya. u guys see wat u get la.. =p hahaha.
and i partially drove dev nuts i think. =p

den dg! yaaaay. den BK! yaay.
den out to dinner with fam.and thunderstorm.
and me kinda worried bout my own dog. cuz he hates thunder and lighting. (just like marley! =p)
haha. but come home all okay.just that my crazy dog is all wet.
and sit and blog. =p hehe.

end of day. =p