crazy long post

okay. lets see. there's so so much i want to talk about.

em first lets start with my poll
wheteher i can succeed next term in exams or not... <-----
cant believe 40% of u so negative.. =(
hahaha. oh well. i dont believe it myself either.
doesnt matter. im changing the poll now.. =p

erm. next order of business.
CHS prom 2009. i duno whether i wan2 go or not.
hesitating......hesitating......deciding......hesitating.....
sigh..guess i'll wait and see for that one. i definitely wont be able to get early bird tickets liao but oh well..

sigh. dumb nky. he's so annoyingggg.....
scold me and sut and michelle and lly 4 talking in his class today..
well at least we do ur hw! not like the other ppl hu talk but nvr kena catch by u cuz u have some prejudice towards prefects!
pffffffffft.
and den cuz last week during dg, there's this one thing that stuck in my head..
and that was God loves us that he forgives us all our sins anyway.
and therefore we should love others and forgive them too.
cuz if we cant forgive ppl, how can we expect God to forgive us?
so i told sut that and ................yup...so hard to love him...
but he's divorced and we should pity him and love him.. =p
(and i said that loudly and sut was like shut up becca,after he hears u then u will kena. =p)

well talking about forgiveness.
i had a really big lesson about that this year..
but now its time for me to put it into practice again.
there's this fren hu's like mad at me.
and most of the time, its over small stuff.
but well. we always fight and make up.
but this time..i duno..
im too tired of this up and down thing.
and yea. i was really really mad all of a sudden today.(u can ask sut)
i was just like thinking of all the mean things and being really petty.
and now typing out the nky thing just now.
i should apply the same thing to this person too.
so yup. i will. =p

u noe forgiving someone isnt easy.
but once u've done so, its seriously like a burden is lifted off ur shoulders.
and u can breathe again.
and i think that forgiving comes easier with practice. =p
it does. =p

lot of thunderstorms lately. just being random. =p
hahahaha.

oh. im grounded. for a month.
sucks.
but im gonna try to lighten the sentence.
i hope.
either way there's pro's and cons
if i dont go out this month i dont lose MORE money! =p haha.
but if i dont go out i lose out on my frens last birthdays in high school!
but if i dont go out i no need stress planning anymore.
but if i dont go out i lose out on all the fun and things i planned!
but if i dont go out i wont have a hectic month anymore.
but if i dont go out i lose out on all the hecticnesssss. =p

haha.sorry. im that undecisive.just ask shuk and dev.
i think i drove them partially nuts last sat.
anyway.

said all i wanted to say for a while. =p