bittersweet

well.today was an interesting day.
lol.

em brief note bout monday.
i dint go school cuz i had piano exam.
haha. me ponteng.
and my examiner was super uber nice.
i hope i pass.

haha.
okay. lets see.
got back a lot of results.
bio, chinese, sejarah(kinda)

all also did reasonably okay.
for my standards la.
but i hoped better for chinese.
stupid chinese essay.
if not.....

sigh.no use dwelling on the past.
especially these dumb things.
especially since it wont be of much use to me now.
=(

changes.
not neccesarily a bad thing.
or so i keep trying to convince myself.

i miss u all already!
cant imagine whats it gonna be like.
just trying to put up a brave face for now.
i duno why im the consoler. haha.
buckets of tears conserved up.
trust me.

haha.
oh wait.

this is just in.

BREAKING NEWS EVERYBODY.

I DINT GET NS!!! SO FAR.. =p

haha. ok.that cheered me up for a while.

sigh. see u all tomoro.

twilight saga

Lately been reading twilight saga like crazy again.


all started on hol when i watch twilight movie all over again.
haha. sigh.


alot of ppl tell me they are dissapointed in breaking dawn.

but i gotta admit its my fav book, even better than twilight.
but den again i havent read twilight in a while.
but still. it might be my 2nd.


i guess im a sucker for happy endings. but its more than that.
its the way stephenie meyer writes, its mesmerizing.
i cant put it down.


thats a problem cuz i still have exams but manage to quit for a while last week.
but gonna take advantage of this weekend to go through the book one more time.


breaking dawn.


kirsten stewart, alot of ppl dislike her.
i still like the way she portrays bella.
but in my mind
whenever i read the book, she doesnt fit.
bella is way more, i duno.
and rob pattinson just isnt hot la.
but watv. different ppl different taste i guess.


edward cullen!


as i said b4
i wonder wat forever's like.

exam

i noe i shouldnt be here.
but cant help it. =p
hehe.

physics!
how i loathe u!

okay gotta go.

sorry to kb and sut.
i shouldnt have sprung the news on u guys like that.
real sorry.

Peace

Recently i've been feeling little lost and down
been hitting rock bottom
and felt so desolated.
But today in church, i duno why.
something bout this song really really touched me.
the lyrics just kinda spoke to me
n i just felt His never ending grace and mercy.
and honestly i felt tears coming to my eyes.
so i just want to share it with u guys.

Never give up hope
cuz though all around u is sinking sand
He's ur solid ground
He'll hold u throughout
and never let u fall.

He's been my rock
carrying me,
even when i didnt realise it.
His eternal love
His forgiveness
His everlasting open arms
He touched my heart
no doubt he's ever ready to touch Yours too.
trust me, if u let Him
He'll touch Your Life.

Thank You God
for loving me no matter what i do
for loving me no matter what i say
for forgiving me each time
for loving me so much
for being there
for being patient
for just being Your Amazing Self!

So without further ado:

IN CHRIST ALONE
by Newsboys

In Christ alone my hope is found,
He is my light, my strength, my song;
this Cornerstone, this solid Ground,
firm through the fiercest drought and storm.
What heights of love, what depths of peace,
when fears are stilled, when strivings cease!
My Comforter, my All in All,
here in the love of Christ I stand.

In Christ alone! who took on flesh
Fullness of God in helpless babe!
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones he came to save:
Till on that cross as Jesus died,
The wrath of God was satisfied
For every sin on Him was laid;
Here in the death of Christ I live.

There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain:
Then bursting forth in glorious Day
Up from the grave he rose again!
And as He stands in victory
Sin's curse has lost its grip on me,
For I am His and He is mine -
Bought with the precious blood of Christ.

No guilt in life, no fear in death,
This is the power of Christ in me;
From life's first cry to final breath.
Jesus commands my destiny.
No power of hell, no scheme of man,
Can ever pluck me from His hand;
Till He returns or calls me home,
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand.

here are two links to the song
both were different and
i thought both were beautiful.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8welVgKX8Qo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FsgwfliQoqg&feature=related

love u peeps
love love love the one watching over me up above.

I'm so amazed
so grateful
so thankful
cuz i noe
I'll always be accepted by You
and never be left behind.
no matter what
You're my true home.