Saturday, January 17, 2009

wanna mati liao la

been reading jodi picoult lately.

she's an super interesting writer.makes u think about stuff.

my fav books by her so far have been:
1. nineteen minutes
2. keeping faith
3. my sister's keeper
4. salem falls

ok. just realise i like all of her books la. but the ones that have made me really think are those above la. it really hurts to be betrayed by someone. but den. did u warrant that betrayal? did u in any way like give cause to said betrayal?

i hate. many things. but i believe if anyone were to ask me. hu i hate the most in this world.
one name will really easily come to mind.

but now. i just think la. wat for i waste so much time hating said person?
cuz it= waste of time/brainpower.

so yea. but really not easy to stop hating someone after hating for so long. really hard.

so. step by step. i tried like stopping immediately. turns out worse la. yucks. i really hav to try not to be in her association but i cant help it. i think it'll be easier once i graduate and like go off to college. cuz i so know that we'll definitely be taking different paths. TG.

haha.

everything doesnt hav to be a competition.
everything doesnt hav to be a drama.
everything doesnt hav to be a stage.
everything doesnt hav to be about u.
everything doesnt hav to be about me.
cuz life goes on.
and believe me.
it sucks wasting ur time and later finding out life has left u behind.
so much more life has to offer u.
so much more. riches u can never imagine.
Peace.

haha. nearly forgot something. today eng teacher was like better start preparing for ur oral presentations. den me and sut and kb were like discussing ideas on wat we gonna do. we already decided that like we were gonna do debate cuz teacher was against us doing plays.

so we came up with this topic: Is premarital sex ok?

and den we did like Pros and Cons. and we were kinda fired up about the idea.

and den we go ask teacher. and she was like NO! and u should hav seen her face man wen we brought it up. kinda like a mixture of amused/horrified/stunned.

but i gotta tell u something.she contemplated for a moment ok. haha. she actally considered. but of cuz no la. sigh. and i thought it was a pretty good idea too. =(

oh well. bak to the drawing board i guess.

1 comment:

Yew Juan said...

"so much more life has to offer u.so much more. riches u can never imagine. "
- this is so true.
There really are so many more things in our own life to focus on, so many more people out there for us to love and so much more to be lived out.
- so dun worry about this one person. and also, when you move on to college, uni, work, get married - there might always be another one, two or even more people who you might start to hate.

The key is in holding true to what you believe in - that your life is just going to be so much better without having to hate someone. - That a hate-free life is the life God intended for you, and is the best life that you can ever ever have.

Wow, u hv no idea how much ur post has got me thinking about a very very close fren who recently really pissed me off (yeah, i guess the closer they r, the higher the stakes, hehe).

Hey B, i feel God is really guiding you and wanting to guide you more through these feelings you have towards this friend. Keep on letting him in k.

God bless, B!
Look forward to seeing ya this sunday in church!! :)